I am watching a program about scammers, people getting money from other people by setting up fake profiles and telling lies. I am wondering why these women are believing the men so much that they send thousands of pounds to people they have never met. I am a single guy and have been for over twenty years now, i would not have believed that of the earlier me. I was a total slag, my insecuriities meant i was constantly searching for love and i took sex for love or the chased the honeymoon period of a relationship, where you constantly tell each other how much you love each other.
My life changed when the mother of my two young babies fell victim to alcohol and couldnt cope so i took on my kids full time alone. Initially, i was depressed by the loneliness, no friends knocked on, you cant get out as you know nobody to have the kids, but eventually i came to enjoy being single and then i became thankful that i was single. The sex urge gradually subsided and even masturbation became a two monthly thing basically to relieve a build up of tension. I see these women as desperate for companionship, as through my life i see that a lot of people cannot stand being lonely. I get that because i have been there, when you put your kids to bed every night, every month, every year, and you are downstairs on your own with noone to talk to your heart can begin to feel heavy. It can turn into a physical reaction to the pain of loneliness. I had the kids to deal with and that helped totally, and by the time they were grown i was used to being alone. A lot of these women, and men actually, have had a partner all their life and then through whatever reason find themselves alone. I feel people should take the time to get used to being on their own for a good while. It is nice to know your self, your likes and inner self. How your thoughts change, it is not easy, but it is worth trying. It is sad seeing these people after they have sent money to scammers, my upbringing has made me naturally cynical and i would never believe a person asking for money, or a person that i have only seen a picture of that is madness to me but i get it for others who are innocent to the ways of the world. Plus where the hell would i get money from, i need money, i live day to day and when i do get money it gets spent on crack mainly, sorry guys still addicted. Anyway, thats enough for now, got a bit of stone to smoke, as it happens, it has been right there next to me as i write, waiting patiently, and now is that time, although i do want to rant about my daughter telling me she is going London but i will do that next time. Have a blessed day everone. PEACE!
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